For the last two days now at work, I put my headphones on and listen to the interviews on VICE channel on Youtube from the journalists, reporters, etc from all the around the world. It amazes me on how much I didn’t know about the world and what devastating things are happening in the world. It makes me appreciate on what I got, but also it got me thinking. What would I do in there shoes? The first thing that pop up was my son. My baby, my one and only child! What will happen if things got worse, how far into it can we do to get out for our safety? How do I know if I help protest, that I will live another day? How can I show my son the meaning for fighting for your rights, if I’m too worried about the safety of ourselves and to scared to go fight for what is right? Am I being selfish because I don’t want to contribute or fight for our rights because I am too scared on the safety of my son? Am I doing my duty as a citizen here to make sure our rights is good for the future of my child? Ive been so torn and blessed that I have yet to encounter these kinds if stuff, but that doesn’t mean I dont see the struggle here too. Nothing that is publicly announced! I struggle through my own personal life, and thats enough protest I need for me. It seems like I don’t have time for this, and its true when you got your own life going here and there. What can you as a person, as a citizen who has enough stuff in their life be apart of this world daily struggles and what you can contribute to it?
I want to help with everyone and everything but do I want to dig a hole for helping everyone else’s problem and not fix my own?
I feel that’s the struggle for everyone, people who want to help but can’t seem to find the main drive to do it. Does that make me stuck-up, does that make me selfish, does that make me all these things cause I choose to be on the side and let things happen for themselves.
I’m hoping for the best of everyone, but I’m hoping for the day were peace is not become a movement or word, but also an action that is being spread out throughout those in rage and need of peace within their hearts.
But than again, one person can say so much but not being notice. Because everyone else is caught up in their own lives.
Random post with random thoughts and random feelings.